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It’s up to me now.
I’m sick of everything. I can feel myself getting paranoid every single day. I’m trapped between a layer that separates the reality and the works of my own mind. I don’t feel like doing anything and i feel like crap. I know other people cant do much to solve my problems and thinking about the […]
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1st Personal Video On Youtube
I just got myself a new web cam from Popular. Not bad, got discount since i was a member. I also bought MM Lee’s new book that have just been released. Watched the Dvd that comes with the book. It was full of useful insights regarding Singapore’s situation. Anyway, the reason why i bought this […]
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Mind Goes Out of Control again.
Last night, i gathered all of my medicines and put one after another beside me. In total i have about 10+ types of medication. From Tranquilizer to Paracetamol to GTN were lining up right beside me. Was planning to get alcoholic drink from 7-11 although it was 4am (erm i think we are not allowed […]
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Searching For Home
For the past few days, i have been watching DVDs through my computer. Patch Adams, Slumdog Millionaires, The Forgotten, The Messenger – Story of Joan Of Arc, 127hrs, Tron, Ultramarines. These are the movies that i have spent my time watching for the past 3 days. Great movie especially Patch Adams, The Messenger and Slumdog […]
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Hello to 2011 and new goals
It’s been quite awhile since my last post and this blog seems dead. Let me give you an update about my life before telling you my goals for this year. I wanted to end my life (again) by falling off from my room that is 12-storey high. I even bought cards so that i could […]
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whatever
I have been reading the old messages which is stored inside my previous phone for the past few days and was contemplating *what went wrong*. The nostalgic flashback came dashing when reading these old messages. The people who once close to me are no longer in contact, not mentioning people whom are dear to me. […]
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What Is L.I.F.E Really About?
I’m tired. I have been contemplating, observing and experiencing the hard facts of life. What is life really about? Here are the 6 obvious fact of life: 1. Getting a good job so that you can pay bills, buy necessities, shelter, security and “toys”. In Singapore, it’s important to have 5Cs which is Cash, Car, […]
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Ressurrected from dead
Its been quite awhile since i post anything on my blog. If you read my past post, you should know that I’m supposedly kinda busy trying to rank my website high in the search engine and i also promised that I’ll share the result online. I’ll do just that although it’s something I’m embarrassed to […]
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I’m not human
After been through so many self help books and programs as well as therapy, I’m beginning to feel empty (not that I’m lonely) since i control what going into my mind. Imagine having no TV, newspaper and sabotaging friends to influence the way i think. I’m like living in a prison although there’s no limitation […]
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Project pam. Path to affiliate mastery
project path to affiliate mastery.