After been through so many self help books and programs as well as therapy, I’m beginning to feel empty (not that I’m lonely) since i control what going into my mind.
Imagine having no TV, newspaper and sabotaging friends to influence the way i think. I’m like living in a prison although there’s no limitation of movement or whatsoever. I’m beginning to wonder what have i been missing out in life. Love? Excitement? Joy? Happiness? Abundance?
I really don’t know but 1 thing for sure is that i have no clue what I’m feeling right now. am i feeling lonely? tired? sad? Jaded? No idea. The thing that i feel right now is that I’m not being human.
Bored with work. Tired with what i normally do. Can i just meet the girl of my life and be happy forever?