Category Archives: My Life
Mind Goes Out of Control again.
Last night, i gathered all of my medicines and put one after another beside me. In total i have about 10+ types of medication. From Tranquilizer to Paracetamol to GTN were lining up right beside me. Was planning to get … Continue reading
Searching For Home
For the past few days, i have been watching DVDs through my computer. Patch Adams, Slumdog Millionaires, The Forgotten, The Messenger – Story of Joan Of Arc, 127hrs, Tron, Ultramarines. These are the movies that i have spent my time … Continue reading
Ressurrected from dead
Its been quite awhile since i post anything on my blog. If you read my past post, you should know that I’m supposedly kinda busy trying to rank my website high in the search engine and i also promised that … Continue reading
I’m not human
After been through so many self help books and programs as well as therapy, I’m beginning to feel empty (not that I’m lonely) since i control what going into my mind. Imagine having no TV, newspaper and sabotaging friends to … Continue reading
Memories at Harbourfront
Harbourfront – The beginning and the end Video at Harbourfront Bay Today, i was at Harbourfront Bay taking a video and i had flashback of what had happened almost 2/1/2 years ago. Go ahead and make fun of me by … Continue reading
Reciprocate – What you give is what you get
Reciprocity Reciprocity, if you know the term very well then you SHOULD know how important it is to your daily life. Reciprocity refers to responding to a positive action with another positive action, and responding to a negative action with … Continue reading
I was once a Homeless, Broke, Humiliated & Depressed Guy
I once taught my life ends on 1st of August. I was broke, humiliated in front of my 2 friends (my 2 best friends) and had nowhere else to go after being kicked out of the house by my own … Continue reading
Confessions of a depressed mind
True Story – Confessions of a Depressed Mind After countless years of beating myself up and several unsuccessful suicidal attempts, i decided to put an end to my depressed mind and change for the better. Well, it is certainly not … Continue reading
Keep fighting
I feel like giving up, but i must tell myself that i can do it. Just like when everyone thought that i won’t make it to Year 3 during my college days but in the end scoring better grade than … Continue reading
You need to learn from past mistake
Just a random post from me that you wouldn’t want to miss. Continue reading