Random Internal Conversation


I’m trying hard.. i feel like i’m going to fall off from my chair anytime soon.

Christmas is coming and i know that’s where most of the revenue for the year are being generated. If only i have a team of workers who will automate my work, i would have more time for other important things which I’m struggling at right now.

I feel like weeping and whining all day long but it will not solve my problem. Telling and complaining to others will help a bit but in reality, they can’t do anything to solve my problem.The only solution lies in me.

You got 2 choice in life. You do or you don’t do, yet every decision of every path will leads to another 2 choice which is: do well or do average. Similarly, if you take the “don’t do” path.. you either forget about it or having this unsatisfied thought which stuck in your head with the following statement – “what if i do, i wonder what it will lead me…(somewhere along that line)”

So what do you want really?
Do you want to earn lots of money and sacrifice your health and studies(dreams)? Does the sacrifice worth it?
- NO! money is essential but my dream of making a comeback is bigger than earning money right now!

You want to make a eye popping comeback within 1 year time then you got two choice:
do it hard or do it smart…

So how do i make $50k , 4As for next A level and 3.8 GPA for overall semester? Lets come out with some idea, shall we?

  • In order to make SG$50k, i need to make US$40K profit (assuming that currency rate remains at 1.25x of that Singapore currency)..In order to make $40k per month.. i need to make at least $1333.40 per day. WOW, that’s a lot of money and that’s what you make per month currently. – Okay… but what if you X30 of what you have now? is it possible? No.. i feel like collapsing at the rate I’m going now… Okay… what if you concentrate 80% on the ones that are most profitable and keep improving on it while using the remaining 20% to find new methods, ways or campaigns… will that makes a different? – Maybe.. lesser time and effort to get greater result… not mentioning able to create new successful method or campaign. – okay.. that’s one you should strive on from now on.. 80/20 rule..
  • What if you sell a $197 product and you just need to sell 7 each day? sounds possible.. if i have many affiliates and a good product which people needs or wants.. PPC and SEO is my traits so i think this wouldn’t be that hard. – Okay that 2 solution for your problem.. another suggestion to your problem shall we?
  • What if you create services to solve customer wants or needs? Then outsource those service to third world countries? Umm.. i’m scared dealing with people… – okay, what if you try and see if you can handle it.. if you cant then let others do it for you!.. okay.. perhaps i’ll try…
  • What if you start doing affiliate marketing for 5 different niches and see how profitable its like and then create a better version for the 5 different niches.. this takes alot of effort.. – i know, what if every day you give 30mins to the website and slowly promoting it.. can you do it? maybe..
  • The last thing you could do is through paid advertising… All you need is someone to monitor whether a particular is profitable or not.

- There you have it.. 5 suggestion to earn $50k profit per month…. the things to take note is that: do something everyday consistently…

Lets move on to your second problem….
First thing which i need to ask you: why do you want to retake A level for the 3rd time.
- Because i want to be in the same level as Pamela and i want to prove how smart i am to the world.
Does Pamela still in contact with you?
No..
- Then why are you so obsessed to have a status quo?
i don’t have a definite answer to this question.
- Lets say you miraculously scored 4As, what will this benefit you?
Bragging rights, no regrets and i know where i stand..
- How dedicated are you to achieve your goal currently?
3/10
- Do you think its worth it?
partially
- Do you think you can achieve this?
no.. because i have no time!
- So what are you going to do?
Have a personal tutor who will guide me..
- What is weakest subject?
General Paper..
- So how are you going to pass your GP..?
Attend School of Thoughts…
- Do you have time?
No.. sacrifice have to be made… like skipping poly class, lectures…
- How about your business then?
Let Hafiz take over my business for a monthly fee…
- Will he agree?
50% chance but have to try.. lets say he refuses and I’ll find someone who is trustworthy to do it.
- How do you make sure everything is in order..
Spend an hour each day to make sure things going smoothly…at least 10% monthly growth.

Now,  on to the 3rd problem which is how are you going to get GPA of 3.8 despite hectic schedule?

  • When I’m not doing anything related to my goals, then i should study for my poly.
  • Listen attentively to lectures and tutorials
  • Do homework
  • Spend 2 days before exam to study thoroughly
  • When examination comes.. put everything aside and spend a week to study for it

Okay… You can do it.. I believed in you!

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Back from the dead… yet again.


Its been quite awhile since the last post, i think its been more than a month.

Christmas is coming! Less than 3 months to prepare my sites to get a piece of the holiday season. Do you know that for the month of December, people spend 3x more than any other month? Affiliate marketer are geared up and everyone in this industry are pulling out every single arsenal they have to outrank one another. This sound fun to me :) , you can expect volatile SEO ranking for every hot niches! You can be in the top 3 for a particular day and in the next few days or hours, expect to see some changes to your ranking.

Here is what I’m going to do to take advantage of this upcoming holiday season. I’m going to register 10 newly registered domains targeting at amazon products including Kindle Fire (if you’re promoting this, let me caution you that i’m going ALL OUT) and also product launches on the sideline.

Seo is a game. If you’re diligent and a hard worker then you’re in for the treat. I mean tons of affiliate sale.

I feel like wanting to slap myself sometime for wasting 3-4hours of time on average. I have lots of thing to do and yet i’m either playing game on facebook or on ps3. Worst still, not committing myself to my schedule especially when comes to exercise. I really need someone to motivate me..

Also, just got my result for my 1st semester. To me i have done slightly above average since i know i can get full 4 pointer. I studied last minute, especially for Marketing and POA (I mean last min, studied for few hours the night before exam). My sister knows best :) Have to study harder for the upcoming semester… I have to.. for the future I’m aiming for: a comeback!

Here is what I’m targeting till the end this year:

  • 4.0 pointer with an A for Advanced module (if i can get in) and for core elective as well.
  •  Make sure 50% of my existing website rank top 3 SERP
  • Attend Toastmaster Chapter

Talking about toastmaster chapter, i just attended one with my brother-in-law last Saturday. It was fun and i get to know some of nice people over there. Talking about networking, there’s lot of opportunity to get to know others and at the same time learning how to do presentation confidently (something i’m bad at!) Go view it and see how bad my presentation skill is. It is my 1st attempt so far and i’m sure i can get the hang of it eventually.

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My problem right now:


1. Got a new hosting thus teed to build my affilate site from scratch.

2. My weight is nearing 100kg.

3. Need to promote more campaign.

4. Need to find a new driving instructor. I need to pass!

5. I need to study for A level and Poly

6. Need to establish a new routine for every day – Need to make planning.

7. Need to find CCA

8. Need to cultivate the habit of reading

9. Ezchema – Keep on itching >.<

10. My head hurts sometime..

God lend me your strength.. i’m sinking at the moment..

 

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How To Buy Prescription Drugs Discreetly


I have been looking high and low for some prescription drugs since visiting the doctor is just like throwing my money into the drain just to get the same medication.

My research paid off and i managed to get them online.. how is that possible right?

Well, that’s what i thought initially but i just took the risk of hoping that my shipment can pass through our custom. Although it takes almost a month to ship over(i use the normal shipping) to Singapore, you can purchase most of popular prescription drug from this online store:

www.pharmacyescrow.com.. there’s no affiliate link and I’m not trying to endorse this product. Also, do take note that you bear the risk and consequences resulting from consuming any drug you purchased.

All i can say to you:  do your research first and read other people’s review before buy.

I’m off to buy my 2nd shipment :)

 

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Miss someone


Something is bothering me.. i miss someone dearly.

I just cant get her out of my mind.

If only she’s still around.. maybe things will be a lot less stressful.

There’s only 1 solution to see her again…

I just have put on my uniform and wait for her at A&E.

Blah, whats the point..?

I’m not fit for her. If she sees me how much weight i have put on, she wouldn’t even want to talk to me for another minute.

Her angelic face keep appearing in my dream now and then, cant explain why.

I miss my mum too, its been a week already.

Things gone downhill for the past few week, i feel like intoxicate myself.

Its already 2am and i still cant sleep.

Pam, i miss you dearly.

 

 

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My 2011 Goal update


1. Be a skillful SEO Master – Hardly research and do any SEO so far
2. Earns around $50k Per Month – Revenue have dropped since i have not been promoting
3. Get my driving license(going for practical test this coming August) + buy 2nd hand Mazda 3 (still cant afford!)
4. Reduce to 85kg – Weight still at 93kg.. Now hardly run as compared to 2 months ago
5. Stop taking medication – Doctor still prescribe the drug for me
6. Be a top student – Cant get A for all module because I’m bad at presentation
7. Love someone for who she is – Still looking 8-)

Its been a while since i last blogged.

Mum going to Malaysia with Sis and i’ll be alone for the entire of next week. :(

My life kinda empty right now although its better now.

No excitement and everything bores me.

Not even money able to motivate me.

I don’t want to carry on like this forever but for my own sake and living up to my promise of an ex-colleague, i must achieve what i have aimed for.

I wouldn’t want to feel regret for not achieving the things that matters before i die.

That would be an ultimate suffering for me.

 

 

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